I cannot express how badly I’d like to kill myself tonight

I’m too scared to do it, and I know the feeling will pass, but I am so uncomfortably angry and so hurt, I’ve become very fixated on the idea of at least self-harming.

I cannot wait until I have a better-paying job. I like my job, and I’m competent at it, but $10.50 an hour with an average of maybe 30 hours a month isn’t going to cut it in my familial situation.

Once I’m healed up from surgery, I’m going to apply for a job at the Safeways near my house. If that doesn’t work, I’ll go for the No Frills opening up nearby.

It’s so freeing, so liberating to be able to type these things out and know that I’m actually going to do them, that anxiety and depression aren’t going to hold me back anymore.

I’m going to make money, and I’m going to help mom out. I’m going to take my family out for nice dinners, and movies, and I’m going to pay bills. We’re going to start living again. Things are going to be good.

importantbirds:


A very much yawn tired birb

Tiny Findle practite such yodelle

importantbirds:

A very much yawn tired birb

Tiny Findle practite such yodelle

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I’m very sad today

h-a-r-p-o:

Dan Fessler’s HD Index Painting Technique let’s you paint pixel art in Photoshop in a non-destructive manner, and lets you use pretty much every tool in a perfectly pixel-gradient fashion!

The article gives you everything you need to try it out for yourself.It’s easy to set up and use, and the results are so fucking cool.

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honpun:

tootricky:

a basketful of baby birds (source) happy easter!

There are no words to express how this gifset makes me feel

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importantbirds:

How to take cares of giant mammal friend: become hop or fly on a counter.Discover tiny nibblins for a friend. Grap it, with the beak, put in the mouth of friend.
Must be CAREFUL! Mouth is large!

importantbirds:

How to take cares of giant mammal friend: become hop or fly on a counter.
Discover tiny nibblins for a friend.
Grap it, with the beak, put in the mouth of friend.

Must be CAREFUL! Mouth is large!

(Source: do4do, via birdycreatures)

feiens-snowden:

"Nothing better than a big cup of tea in the morning."

feiens-snowden:

"Nothing better than a big cup of tea in the morning."

(Source: feiens-ghost, via birdycreatures)

poc-creators:

mumblingsage:

xekstrinavidad:

fictionwritingtips:

thebluebird:

A professional script reader read 300 screenplays for five different studios, all the while tracking the many recurring problems. The infographic he made with the collected data offers a glimpse at where screenwriting goes wrong.

pay attention to this

this is important even if you don’t write scripts

This is exceedingly important to all storytellers

tips

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